Hey there 
So my boyfriend, Nathan Stewart (Killateral) and I wrote a poem together. He calls it a killaboration, hahaha. So anyways, we did a video of it together, you can check that out here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nkVp1-wDCu8&feature=youtu.be
Check out the rest of his channel if you like dubstep or any of that electronic type music stuff. He’s amazing. The link to his channel is also in the side bar of this site listed under Blogroll as Killateral.
So I’m just gunna post the poem here as well. Everything written in green is the parts that Nathan wrote and everything in black is the parts that I wrote. And again, I just wanna thank all my followers and viewers SO MUCH for all the support I’ve been getting Kay, see ya guys.
The Compromise
Breathless
Like water on ice, we’re moving
Forget the sacrifice
Because we’re better
We’re better than their cheap tests
And we’re living
Putting blood infused words to rest
sunset to sunrise
will be my demise
from lies to cries
silent suicidal sighs
besides,
I truly despise people’s tries
to advise and compromise
I’m seeing
And if seeing is believing then what are we conceiving?
Like a shadow
Fused to the wall
Get ready to fall
Drop it
Receive their calls
so put your words to rest
I feel so blessed
still it seems so stressed
I’m only alive wearing this life vest
with thoughts to molest
of some fucked up conquest
and after you have confessed
lest we remember
the ember after protests
Whether we win or lose
With the blue drugs
And the booze
It’s more got to do
With the remainder
The remainder of our last favour
hide behind my gaze
and hear one single praise
the soul never strays
yet never really stays
with memories of early days
Days that rained
And what did we do?
We followed you
Without a clue
Of which direction
Which direction we were going
Is it snowing?
Or it that just the sound
Of their insulated background?
It’s all just behind
and from some other kind
but wait,
I need to rewind
the metaphoric tape
to escape the future
outlined by fate
and so back to the grind
no suture, no shape
what will we find
what adventures await
Honour and integrity
Shrouded by conspiracy
Lost in the normality
And everything that shouldn’t be
Freeze
Knock knock Nathan
with a blank inhuman stare
your weird, but who’s there
All the people
With their hypocrisies
And their “evolutionary” “democracies”
They say we’ve come so far from the past
But why do so few ask
If it was better then
With the clean air
And the would’ve been?
Now everyone’s smoking grass
To escape this overgrowing reality
and so “A’hoy matey”
said the pirate to his crew
a sad, sad connection
the only one he ever knew
he stares out at the big open blue
that same sea I see with you
on those quiet eery nights
my short weary sights
fixed on the perception
of stars shining so bright
hanging above our sea of blue
until we find whats really true
Talk of a new planet
Could it really be that different?
Or will we slowly diminish
Every place that we inhibit?
All seems so helpless
But I look into your eyes
One beautiful truth
Amongst so many lies
And I find some strength inside
Who feels imprisoned
can’t tell heaven from hell
they wish they had listened
but it’s just as well
finally escaped and then fell
what was left? Just a shell
Of emptiness
Residing in you?
Tranquilize the misery
Forbade by their feuds
